Some years later I remembered more about this dream while I was awake. This was facilitated by a healing energy modality. Several individuals were preforming an Awakening Healing on two different clients in a big conference room. I asked them If we could perform an experiment. I was wondering if they would mind if I laid on one of the massage tables while they were performing their energetic work on their clients. Everyone was ok with this so, I asked that while they were doing their healing work they would visualize doing the same to me as they worked on their clients.

During this experiment, I went into an awake dream state. I was in that place again in the forest where I discovered my luminous little girl. Except this time I was coming out of the ground as part of the roots of the trees. My limbs were attached to them, joined together as one. I was bursting out of the ground with such vigor and life. I saw the trees of the forest all around me they were budding, the sap was flowing they were filled with a new life. I was shown that I was a part of them, alive, free and renewed. My soul was filled with peace and a deep sense of knowing them.

Since then I continue to feel deeply rooted to Mother Earth part of the energetic system of the trees. These trees represented the people I had fought and killed in the wars I could see we were joined together as one. Nothing had separated us even their deaths. We have always been alive and deeply rooted together it was the deceit of our minds creating separation.

This energetic connection between the trees shares information through the root systems and is a representation of how we are all connected. We are like individual trees planted into the earth and grounded deeply creating an intricate root system sharing energetic information and knowledge. I could see the branches of the tree were connected to the cosmos and all that is. The branches reaching high into the sky, receiving information from the sun and the stars. This knowledge and knowing circles around and around like a torus. It is accessible and free to us all ! We just need to listen in anyway we can; though feeling, seeing, touching, hearing, allowing ourselves the recognition of who we really are.