There was a gathering of women healers at our home in Wisconsin. We were being guided by one of the women in an exercise to greet our guides. Before the exercise even started I could feel that familiar energy coming up from the root of my spine and out of my head circling round and round. I feel so amazingly strong and a calm deep rooted knowing into Mother Earth. I felt my Onishwa's hands firmly on my shoulders as we sat there. My little luminous girl and white horse power within me. I felt the presence of this energy consume me and merge within my soul. I felt as if Onishiwa was me and he was ready to speak. After our guided meditation we were asked to share our experiences. 

I felt so strongly to allow this voice through me, I started to sing a native song, it was powerful and beautiful. It came from a deep connection to all the roots of the trees and their branches connected into the stars. The vibration in the room was intensely beautiful and calm. The circle of women told me that the music vibrated through their bodies with a frequency awaking their souls. I felt this resonance running through every part of my body sharing knowledge between our souls. I welcome this ever changing experience in this life time. I am willing and awaken with open arms. I acknowledge all that I Am and continue to evolve to be.

This is beyond Amazing! We are truly more than meets the eye. When we left for Madrid in 2011 I read a book Wheels of Light. I consumed it over the weekend I absolutely loved it. I learned a lot about our Chakras and it's vibratory system. I resonated with the information, it inspired me. I had a better understanding of myself as a human being and our connection to all that is.

One of our dear friends had scheduled a visit with a woman who practices Reiki, Rosa. After performing the Reiki process she provides a personal reading afterwards from the information she receives during the session.

I laid on the table feeling comfortable and warm. She had some wonderful music on that was very peaceful and relaxing. As I felt her lay her hands on different parts of my body I could feel different Chakra points warming up. 

All of the sudden I saw Onishiwa laying dead in ceremonial clothes. He was lying on a stand made from tree branches, his hands folded across his chest. I saw an Eagle flying in the sky screeching cry. I was observant of all that was around us, feeling everything as One. I felt a great sadness from within as I saw Onishiwa lay there. I knew he had not been able to release all that he felt about the people of wars.

The next thing I could see after hearing the Eagle cry was my soul lifting into the cosmos, among the stars. My spirit body was luminescent the Chakra's glowing in all their colors. It was beautiful beyond description. I noticed my physical body Chakra points were spinning. It was so amazing, my body felt weightless. I could see the Earth below and the Sky above, past, present, and future.

I felt Rosa put her hand on my right knee. All of the sudden I saw my Father, Grandfather, Great Grandfather, and his father and his father. This lineage was connected in a great line into the stars. Then I felt her put her hand on my left knee, I saw my Mother, Grandmother, and her mother and so on into the stars. Off to the side observing me was my Great Grandmother Ollie, she was there watching this happen with a great peace and happiness glowing on her face.

I could feel a great heaviness in my chest and throat as Rosa worked her way up my body. I felt different Chakra points spinning or by this time they were humming. The heat in my first Chakra was amazing. It was so energetic and buzzing. Rosa was now near my chest, as soon as she touched my third eye and my heart, the armor on my chest opened up where the little girl was from the forest. There was a bright light glowing from within, she emerged from my chest up and appeared into the sky. She became one with Onishiwa and myself.

I then let out a loud warrior like cry and spoke words in Onishiwa's native language. I did not understand the words but I could intuit somehow without the need to translate his words. I felt a great release through the warriors cry, I felt happiness to be alive and to be set free. I continue to feel his presence with me at all times. The luminous ittle girl that was protected by my armor was now free strong in her innocence, she did not need my protection anymore only my respect. To recognize her innocence as a great strength that only few are strong enough to be.

I saw myself riding on my white horse again but I appeared different, there was no armor or symbols of war, I had a great feeling of freedom. The trees in the forest were mature and the land filled with wildlife and tall grass. There was a lake to my right, the water was placid, the sun feeling warm on my skin. A light breeze refreshing to breath.

I remembered this place, I had lived here before, it was the same place in my dreams the smoldering forest that had burgeoned into sapling trees with the roots of my body deep into Mother Earth. I see my family living there and myself riding my white horse. It is now time to come home where healing and life abounds.

I could see myself standing on a big flat rock near the water playing my flute and singing to the trees. There is a fire ring just a short distance away where my people are playing drums and singing. I play the flute and start dancing on the rock, singing my song feeling the heat of the fire. I take flight above the lake with this song emerging from my heart with a great light. The trees are singing with me as I fly above the water  creating life together.

I am filled with joy. I look back and see Onishiwa riding his white horse through the grassy field, the trees, lake, and the flat rock in my sight. We are standing strong on the rock singing our songs. The trees swaying back and forth, I was lifted into the sky like a bird touching the surface of the water. I saw the water render an image of me riding my horse. I looked above and heard the Eagle cry. I felt the connection to Mother Earth, Farther Sky, and the Fire we were all One.

I was barely aware of my physical body at this point. I felt my Chakra points spinning and buzzing. I felt cool, heat and light at the same time. I was every spectrum of light I was pure beauty. I then felt a gentle kiss on my cheek to wake me from the session. Three beautiful women were standing around me like my family around the fire. I could see the connection of One in all of us.

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This spirit is a pure loving light.